Just my opinions.

There are millions of emotions out there that we humans are capable of feeling. and there can be more than 5 feelings going on in us at one point of time. isn't it just amusing?

Regrets. guilt. freedom. happiness. reminiscence. hopelessness. disappointment. fear. hope.

where does all these put you? i say no matter what, do not lose hope nor lose faith in God. Once you have non, you have nothing.