stressed out.

too many commitments.too little time.i wish i can throw all my problems to someone and they will come up with an answer sheet,an immaculate one, to solve all of them.

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but then again, i do not have the rights to complain do i ? These are too mundane.
"You dont fail in life just because you fail your A lvls" how encouraging :)

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so maybe thats the problem. i should let all my expectations be made known. instead of keeping everything. of course it would cause some trouble. or things might not turn out well. but isnt it better than pretending everything is ok when its not ?

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this might be the worst critisism i may have ever gotten. and it just keeps replaying. you dont seem to care. is there really no one that is able to sense the storm below the calm. or are they just pretending not to see it. or are they seeing it too much now they cant be bothered.

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sorry mum, for venting all my frustrations on you these few weeks. i feel very unworthy for you. sorry.

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no matter how much you say you love. theres just no reassurance.