messed up

love or be loved. i would choose the former. would i ? disgusted with myself.
this year:

• spent my birthday with mario on the first few hours of 15th nov.
  
• went to catch a movie with felise, kemei, felicia, qiuru and zhengyi at night and recieved a mickey bday present.


• received dozens of birthday wishes through text, fb and from church.


• celebrated with family on 14th night.
  
  i would have to say a big big thank you to all of them. made my birthday a memorable one for sure. love all of you. but its mixed with a tinge of dissapointment though.